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Friday, October 19, 2012

Sorry

After reading this prompt, it took me a few minutes to even wonder what I was going to write about. I sat here and thought about it and I do not use the word "Sorry" as often as I thought I did and I didn't realize it until just tonight. Yeah, I am a few days behind on my blogs. That's because I lost my only computer access and it put me into some serious withdrawals. Lol Anyways.

For the most part, I am not a people pleaser, not anymore. I used to be the person who would do any and everything to please everyone else, except myself. So I sat and realized, what about me? I am doing everything in my power to please everyone else and yet no one is pleasing me. So I stopped trying to be please everyone else. With that came a lot of "I'm Sorry's" because I truly was sorry. I am sorry that if you can't be there for me I will no longer be there for you. Because that is just the point I have reached in my life. I wonder if I shouldn't have reached it sooner. But I figure that Life itself is a learning curve for everyone so I have a lot to learn about life in my whole 26 years of life. I am and will get there. So I only use the words "I'm Sorry" only if I mean, and only AFTER I have made my point. Whether it be in a discussion or an arguement or whatever it maybe. I will only say it if I truly mean it. 

But here are a couple things that I am truly sorry for:

~Im sorry that I am not a better daughter. My mother and I don't get along well. And its a 50/50 situation. But I know sometimes I wish things were different and I was a better daughter.

~I'm sorry I am not a better mother to my children. I should not be jobless, almost homeless and single raising 3 kids on my own. I do the best I can and my children have and will always have a roof over their heads, but I truly am sorry I am not a better mother and provider for them. But I am definitely trying to change that.


So with those said, I am sorry that I am late on my prompt. But I figure, it's better late then never, right!?

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  1. Being a single Mom is hard. I do not know this from first hand experience as a mother--because I am married, but I do know this from second hand experience from a daughter's perspective. You do the best you can do--and your kids will understand this at some point. Just always show them the love--and the rest of it they will understand at some point. Many kudos to you for doing the best you can.

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