For the most part, I am not a people pleaser, not anymore. I used to be the person who would do any and everything to please everyone else, except myself. So I sat and realized, what about me? I am doing everything in my power to please everyone else and yet no one is pleasing me. So I stopped trying to be please everyone else. With that came a lot of "I'm Sorry's" because I truly was sorry. I am sorry that if you can't be there for me I will no longer be there for you. Because that is just the point I have reached in my life. I wonder if I shouldn't have reached it sooner. But I figure that Life itself is a learning curve for everyone so I have a lot to learn about life in my whole 26 years of life. I am and will get there. So I only use the words "I'm Sorry" only if I mean, and only AFTER I have made my point. Whether it be in a discussion or an arguement or whatever it maybe. I will only say it if I truly mean it.
But here are a couple things that I am truly sorry for:
~Im sorry that I am not a better daughter. My mother and I don't get along well. And its a 50/50 situation. But I know sometimes I wish things were different and I was a better daughter.
~I'm sorry I am not a better mother to my children. I should not be jobless, almost homeless and single raising 3 kids on my own. I do the best I can and my children have and will always have a roof over their heads, but I truly am sorry I am not a better mother and provider for them. But I am definitely trying to change that.
So with those said, I am sorry that I am late on my prompt. But I figure, it's better late then never, right!?
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