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Sunday, May 27, 2012

This Crazy Thing Called Life...

Oh, I don't even know where I want to begin. Life has been soo damn crazy lately. And as of May 18th, my kids are on summer break as well so I have had extra bodies during the day as well.

The last blog I wrote was about my big day of May 18th. Which was the biggest day of my year so far. The man I love with every fiber of my being drove from Alabama to here in Nebraska to come be with me. He left his home, his job and his family to come be here with me. And I gotta say, that a tiny part of me didn't actually think he would do it. I really didn't believe he would give a job working for Toyota of all place just so he could come be with my broke, jobless ass! LOL I really didn't believe it.

And then he showed up and it took my breath away. I was completely taken back. My first emotion was to just attack but in a dirty kinda way. But I was outside. I was just so overwhelmed with emotion, I wasn't sure how I felt or what I felt at that moment when our eyes met.

He has been here since and hasn't left. Everything has been tight, because I am of course not working, and he hasn't been working either so money is a big issue right now. But I told him that as long as we had each other, we would be fine, everything would work out the way it is meant to and everything will be fine.

Now, for the most part if you know me personally at all, you already know that I am just a glass half empty kinda girl. I always see the negative and never see the positive of any situation. Not sure why I am that way, but it's just the way I have always been.

 But since I have been with him, I am looking at things completely different and there isn't anyone around me who even knows it. I never really thought that having love in your life made a difference, until this man showed up in my driveway. Having love has made the biggest difference in my life. 

I have great kids, and now I have a great man who treats me way a man should treat a woman. And I don't think there is much more I could ask for in life right at this very moment.

I am sooo broke I am barely making bills, but we have each other and we are doing what we need to, too make things work and things are getting better each day.

He told me about 2 hours ago that he has a full time job that he starts on Tuesday, making pretty descent money too. And he also informed me that he would rather I didn't work. He likes it that I am at home with the kids and taking care of the house etc.. Which is fine by me, because this is where I would rather be.

Things are getting better everyday and I am glad that he is in my life. I couldn't ask for a better man!!!

Now, I am not 100% happy, but I am definitely getting there one day at a time... :)

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